I sit and wait for you to call or text but i get nothing…I felt like I just wasted damn near two years of my life ok someone who never appreciated anything I did or would’ve done. I bled…I lost…I cried…I dealt with the physical abuse for months….I fed you…I clothed you…I gave you everything I could and more….I gave you my heart….I gave you my mind…my time…my life….for what? For love…because I fucking loved you…because I thought this was it…he’s my person…my soulmate…..the one I’m supposed to spend my life with…and now what??? Now we don’t talk…now I cry almost every night cause my heart feels empty…I feel like half of me is dead…and you will never get that…you will understand how it feels to feel like half your soul is gone…I don’t feel full…I feel fucking incomplete. And I wait for ur text wait for your call and nothing…that’s all I ever was wasn’t i? Fucking nothing…two years for what? For nothing
He says I should do better.
So I upgraded to the high class beers and the high class drugs.
He says I’m a hot mess
Looked him in the eye and chugged my drink
A high class mess
#babygirl #girly #ohsodifferent #nofucksgiven #selfie #tanskin #ginger
Don’t hold onto me. Let me go. Let me fade into your darkness. I’m not a keeper. I’ll just end up using you. #selfie #redhair #ginger #biteme #illbeyourworstregret #rawr #tanskin
Fuck the niggas who don’t appreciate everything you did for them. Fuck the bitches who don’t like you for no reason. Fucking dance and sweat and drink and forget all that shit. #hob #techno #dub #dance